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Maybe.... maybe I was just in love with the thought of being in love. 
Maybe I was in love with visions. I was in love with visions of someone. 
Someone with a mouth that spoke sweet words, with eyes that saw the beauty in me, with ears that long for the sound of my voice, with a mind that thinks of the rightful things, and a heart that loves.
I was in love with a concept. An imaginary number. An unknown. 
In love with an unspecific entity. 
Maybe I was just longing for care and it was just a perfect timing that you were there. 
And all along I believed I was in love with you when in reality I was in love with love.

And maybe I am just denying that I loved you by saying all these things.